After talking about focus I now have a major dilemma. There is a job coming up at DH's work that I could apply for. I don't know what to do. If I got the job obviously we'd have a bit of cash for a change, I could hopefully still write in the evenings (though the pace would be even slower than I am now), and the kids would have to go into full-time child-care/kindergarten.
But what if I was too tired to write? What if the kids hated full-time care!!! I would be happy working 2-3 days a week. Grrhhhh. Why is life never simple???